Wednesday, August 03, 2005
fingers lickin gud..! mamamia superbatia..! juz had ma branch, breakfast and lunch... nachos wif cheese... n chocolate blended ice w pearls... im so god damn full... can barely lift ma bods from dis darn chair...
well... now... im in e library cafe, in skewl... wif hudy... dil's wif naz now... havin their lunch at jurong point... sharm's out der... dunno where..! didnt turn up fer class 2dae... god noes wat she's up to now...!
been lukin at dis darn monitor for almost 3 hours now... haiz... 3 hours break... den 2 hours lesson... boring sia... pqs summore... i tink onli havin 30 minutes lecture... mark attendance den can go out... the lecturer also lazy to teach us... heck care liao... dis fridae his exam... 5- 6.30... die ah..! neva study..! dunno wat to study..! how to study..! no book..! neva buy..! haiz..! gonna figure out sumtin... fridae finish skewl at 12... den 5 hours break... siow ah..! whu wan to stay in skewl..? go out eat at town den come back skewl loh...! fridae wat..! u noe, i noe..!
class goona start soon... 15 minutes tym... now... muz accompany hudy go back gate to smoke... see ah... sae decent but still smoke... haiya... stop smoking laa gurl..! bad for health noe... play sports wif me betta... cum2... join soccer wif me..! u noe, i noe... -grinx-
daez past so fast nowadaes... gonna end sem 1 ledi... soon u noe, fin skewl liao... den... werkin life... whu wanna give me $$$... support me..? ure welcum... haiz... nid to go shoppin liao...
for now... assignments too much to do...
1. academic writing, 1500 werds, excluding referencing...
2. child's development 2.1
3. pqs
4. scv
5. mayc
and more... more... cannot sae all... do much to sae... type... lazy ah...
i wanna go class and sleep now...
till den...
hang loose...
-ann-
i'm back into e bloggin werld... -wee-nehoos... how's ma life been..? -neatoz- well... fer e past 2 weeks, i've been goin tru lots of physical training... soccer trainings... yupz... on trials fer e national under 19 squad... -i loike-not dat bad u see... 3 tymes a week... mondae... tuesdae... thursdae... now... ma soccer trainings will clash wif ma floorball trainings... -shitty- how..? i dun wanna miss both... came up wif a solution... gonna go fer soccer trainings on mondae... thursdae... and floorball... tuesdae and thurdae... thursdae afta soccer at grange road, teacher's netwerk... gotta rush to skewl... sumhow... but... gonna be late... -sorie babes-mmm... since ma internet connection's at home's down, wun be blogging daily... unless2... am in skewl... yupz... gotta run now... am having classes... write in again soom...chao...
Gallagher: You Make Me Smile... You're Just Fantastic... says:
doing ur assignment late at night.... dun fall asleep coz if u ain't finish u'll wake up with a fright... dun stress urself either... coz i think u'll make urself fatter... but hey i'm not saying that u're fat or anything... u're looking good... fine... fantastic... gorgeous and a god damn fine body i think.... and if u have nothing to help u with ur work...?? just give me a call... i make u perk
Gallagher: You Make Me Smile... You're Just Fantastic... says:
ideas all in my head... all for u to crack open... so give me a ring ring... or a toot toot... and i'll holla back and entertain u with a fruit...khai gallagher is darn farny... he send me dis on msn... hoping to cheer me up... thz dude... reali appreciate it alot... *winks*well... was sooper dooper late for class todae... starts at 9am... but... as usual miss *punctual... came at 11am... i neva mean to be late for class... but... i overslept... wat to do... thx naj for e nudge... w/o it... i'll still be soundly asleep... attended the 2nd lecture at 12... tho... fetched amirekin and wen back to amk... after mittin arab and sheila, i wen home to complete my field practicum final review... had to send that to my mentor by tonyt... so ya... i'm done with it now... *relieved* mmm... gtg sleep... am so tired... *Zzz*
happy 7 mths anniversary dil and naz... woohoo!!! u guys have gone dis far together... i dun wanna see ur r'ship deteriorates aight... hope to see a happy ending... wat u guys planned for... bless ya guys!!! *so jealous yet so gay!!!*well... wat am i particularly doin at dis hour??? god noes wat... im bored... im helpless... hopeless... argh!!! *heart stabbing* gotta attend skewl laters... mayc and dle make up lessons... *bleahx* breaks juz doesn't seems like breaks... especially for us, the future educators... pain in e ass man... *ouch!!!* e whole of todae... i haven't been doin nitin much tho... sleep... eat... bath... a visit to e library... how nice!!! *sarcastic remark tho* netheless... i'm quite a library person now, u noe... trips to e library occupies ma tym now... tho... singlehood wat... haiz... i reali feel so empty w/o him... *tinkin of him makes me cries*now... online w fath... yan body... yan cute... haiz... thx guys... fer understanding e shits i feel now... *laugh and cries wit me...*ann outz...*sobz*
yadayadayadayadayadeyyy!!! we won!!! we won!!! *feeweet*e munchkins won!!! *sexist smile*e munchkins got 2nd in placing for South East Diva La Futbol 3 League Cup Finals... *yee haah*perhaps... perhaps... perhaps... luck waz on us 2dae... *grinX*it all started out as early as 9am @ e ubi field...argh!!! i'm burned... burned from e heat... e darn heat... help... cant stand e burned on ma bods... especially ma face... *bleahX*netheless... it's worth it all...worth e tym... effort... getting burned... getting kicked by e opponents... n blabla...ma back, knees, stomach and even ma boobies is all aching... *ouch*all due to e ball... hitting me ryt in e middle of nowhere... *ouch again*had a horribly, enjoyin dae 2dae...i luv u guys... munchkins rox... rox ma werld... rox ma foot... rox ma brains... *geeX*notin is impossible ryt??? plain raw "kaki bangku's" can still win... *wee*lup u guys many2... *muackX*thx many2 amirekin 4 comin down to e soccer match... *mentel smile*n sorie and thx for yesty... *u noe i noe* tesha... congrats gerl...3rd placing arent dat bad u see... *u go gerlz*oh ya... btw... *tinkin*e darn ref... e sucky ref... ass ref...i chest e ball... e ball did not touch ma sweetie palms...r u blind or are u blind??? *frust*nvm... munchkins still rox...nad... *shout*thx many2 for playinf e semif and finals w us...short of a player u see... *thankius*pink nike wrist ban... blue metallic bottle, a medal... rsh voucher... all ours... *woohoo*shacked now... *haiz*sleepy now... *yawn*hungry now... *feed me*thirsty now... *water plz*i rox ma werld... i rox ma dae... i rox...yes... me... i rox... u tink so too??? oh well...princesses rox their werld... lyk i do... *luv me*and i luv euu too... readers of princesses tots...*wee* i luv all... i luv ma burned bods too... n i luv ma aching bods even more...*princess juz being herself*arent no pretentious princess... *supa**muackx* too all... and 2 me... *hugz* to me... n euu...
child's development 2.1... financial management 2.1... god... dis test is darn sucky... gotta study for 2 tests which will be tested on e 5th of july 2005, which is tomorrow... blimmey me!!! well... had another test juz now... designing learning environment 2.1... neva study 4 dat(frankly)... in fact, i dunno whu did... everyone was frantically copying either one another's or copying from their notes... e lecturers blind, i tink... 10% and it's takin 1 hour... what e fish... everyone left once 30 minutes have past... whu wud stay for a 10% paper... i dunno any one wud... in ma sight...had field practicum b4 e lecture... took a class to do art lesson... oni 5 k2s were present... so... didnt follow e lesson plan... e chn were ohk laa... not bad... told ma mentor dat ech wasn't e course which i was interested in... and she was kinda shocked... well... she did give me some advises and all... haiz... i'm lazy to share dat piece of news...am freakin sleepy now... juz came back home... from e library(amk)... trying to study... but.. i guess talked more den studying... at least... i tried... haha... am so hungry... ders notin instant to eat... e oni thing i ate todae was a bar of hershey's chocs and fried chicken rice... in e afternoon... ma stomach growling now... arghh!!!yesty... had a great tym at east coast park... ma mum's cuzin had a chalet... to celebrate ma youngest 2 sibz and also ma aunt's son's bdae... so ya... barbecue... games... past e dae... wen to play pool and had a stroll along e beach w ma uncle(oni 23 yrs old okayz) and ma 2 bros... wanted to go tunnel but ma darn uncle... he wore slippers... haiz... cant wait for floorball training morrow... wee~
i'm sopa dopa shacked now... had a floorball match juz now... wyld katz( e name of our skewl team) was supposed to play against e ite tampines girl's team... however, those girl's didn't turn up... instead, they called last minute to cancel e match... wat e fuck ryt... e courts had been booked... we're payin for e darn place... well... money isn't e main problem here tho... at least tell lah in advance... for goodness sake... plz lah girls... dun put ur brains on ur butts... newayz, we aren't despo 2 play against u girls... so... fark... we ended up playing against e squirrels(guy's team)... tho we lost 5-2... had a pretty nice match... yes indeed... e battle of e sexes...
"we will win u guys one dae... e dae will come..
." m i ryt or m i juz ryt??? -grinx- newayz... congrats girls on e great performance juz now...
floorball's e wae... woosh!!!p.s. thx all for ur guidance and support... afta e hectic match... wen to town w e kai's...
kairul anwar n kairul
fahmy... e bunch of hmmm... god noes wat... btw, thx ah fahmy for e
FREE cans of water... well... ira approached him 2 treat her e can drink... i sebok2 lah... e thick skin earned us $3... bought 3 can drink... i returned u $0.20 ryt??? hahax... thx ah... next tym treat us again kayz... -wee-
played pool at kpool cineleisure... nvm guys... e nxt tym...
i'm gonna beat u guys... dis i promise ya... muahaha...headed to amk afta dat... wanted to mit ma mummy n dadddy... but... dey wen for dinner... so... i wen to mit ma closest, amirekin... 1st stop: s11... ate fried chicken rice... mamamia... i loike... 2nd stop: played pool again... at kpool amk... haiz... it's freakin annoying to play w guys... but... muz proof em rong... =)
home sweet home... i wen home pretty early 2dae... cant help it oredi... yeah...
i'll write in again as and wen ya...
tk crez all...
- see each morninas if it were e mornin of e 1st dae...treasure each daeas if it were e very last dae...-a lil sumtin from me,
ann...
nuts... nuts... nuts... i'm juz goin nuts... ma life's juz sucky at e moment... e feelings is horid... god... y do i feel dis wae??? y m i in such a state??? -crashed-1- ma hp went dead... as in reali dead... (due 2 e constant droppage, i tink)
2- im broke... so broke...
3- im physically tire out...
4- i juz woke up at e wrong side of e bed 2dae...
5- menstrual cramps???
6- emotionally breaking down...
7- hiccups in life... juz bless me w e will 2 carry on living... oh plz...
yesterdae was sucky indeed... e princesses went 2 queenswae 2 make our designed t's... during our 2 hours break... yupz... chose e pattern n all... costing us $100 for 4 pieces of simple t... paid e deposit of $50... last minute, decided to cancel e order... everi1 tinks it's ex... so... it's either forfeit e $$$ or take sumtin from e shop... so ya... dreadfully, we took some horid t's from der... blimmey me!!! -eiks- we're cashless... juz cashless... rushed to skewl... came for e tutorial late... 50 minutes late... gave some veri lame excuse... ~we're sorie... our cab met w an accident...~thanks to sharm's brain, dis is wat we told e lecturer...went for floorball... had a match w sim... ngee ann, wyld katz won 5-1... haiz... i feel hopeless... horid... shattered... demoralized... i feel lyk giving it all up... i cant do it... i cant... no matter how much i tried... i dun have e confident to do it... -cries-amirekin fetched me from skewl... canteen 2 to be specific... sorie laa for wasting ur $o.70... ohk... i'll pay u back laa... =(todae... our financial management lecturer was telling us that some lecturers were talkin bout us... as in me, dil and hudy... what e heck??? wat have we done wrong... y muz we get so "famous" here... lolx... -tinkin-i'm just so sleepy... shacked... me, sharm and kogulam is now at e library... at dis hour... it's like 6.36pm now... ma god... ma life cant get any boring indeed... btw, sharm, no matter how much u stretched ur leggyz, it cant get any longer den mine... -evil laughter-and for e other sharm (e bastard)... u are simply a horid, outrageous, moronic, evil bastard... no matter how hard u try, u'll just portraying wat a wimp u are... juz fark off from sharm's life... no anitin to her and u'll get it... get it from e princesses... -argh!!!-well... gotta leave soon ya... off to mit amirekin... after his match... wishing u lotsa lucks aight... take care maself...
-yawN-i'm so sleepy... no doubt... all due to e insufficient sleep yesterdae nyt and e dead bored lessons i had todae... went to sleep at 4.30am juz now and woke up 2 hours later... went for ma attachment... pathetically, i got lost... lost in yishun, khatib area... its damn confusing... everywhere seems e same... finally, i reached e centre at 10.10, an hour and 10 minutes late... in a single train ride and 3 buses... thx fer understanding me mentors... i reali got to be punctual e next attachment... yeah... attachment was however, damn boring... went for outdoor play, had a mandarin story-telling session, bath tym, lunch and lastly nap tym... for goodness sake, can't they have an english class instead... i dun understand a damn thing... it's onli making me bored... sleepy... fark... communicate also in chinese... how e hell am i supposed to understand wat they are blabbering about... -frustrations-had to attend lecture after e attachment... in skewl... wtf... wen home to shower and change before going off to skewl... -sigh- another two hours of boredom before i finally get to leave skewl... decided to meet amirekin... he came back from kl in e wee hours of e morn... so ya... met nizam at e busstop... nizam... u gotta get ur long hair cut... n ur goatee shaved properly... do u noe how different u look, as in now and before??? god, please put some senses into his brain... he nids it badly... -laughter-slack and slack... den... went off to central to eat... i'm sorie amirekin for e amount of noise i made... i was so hungry... dat's all... ma stomach growling badly... -apologize-now... i'm back... and am sitting on ma desk... typing dis junk... smsing e someone... on and off talking to amirekin... tinkin and tinkin... onli me and god noes wat... btw, todae is mr al's 21st bdae...juz a lil sumtin...hapi birthdae to euu...hapi birthdae to euu...hapi birthdae to al...hapi birthdae to euu...may u be blessed in everitin ya do aight...lotsa lucks in ur future endeviours...muackXxx......-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-do euu noe how much i miss euu???do euu noe i yearned fer ur care and concern???do euu noe dat der's notin dat wud make me change e feelings i had fer euu???if onli ure here ryt beside me...if onli euu understood how much euu mean to me...euu are juz e werld to me...thank god fer introducing me to euu...fer e veri least...ive met ya...fall in love wif euu...e walk of life, once we shared...i heart euu...~feeling emotional tonight~muackxXx
boo!!!i'm juz done wif updating ma blogskin... -wee-sorie if it sux tho... i'm juz a nestling in this... -hmph-when was e last tym i eva see e sky out der??? -tinkin- mmm... i've been lazing at home since fridae nyt... have not step out of e house since...10 hours of sleep is still not adequate... soo sleepy still... always feeling sleepy wen i'm home... -yawn- notin much to do wat except eat, sleep, slack and help to do e household chores...wanna go out... but... where??? wif??? do wat??? i'm so lazy... dun lyk ah go out if dun have money... wat do u expect to do if u have onli $13.30??? pathetic ryt... can't even buy a top... mummy, i nid cash... i nid to go shoppin... -shouts-oh ya... speakin of money... ma hp bill... doomed... whus gonna pay... i'm jobless... mummy... i'm sorie... but... u nid to pay ma bills... hahax... its onli $140... please... i luv ya... -hugx-nizar... thx fer ur help... in trying to put e song at e blog... n spending ur nyt yesty listening to e songs together with me... thx aight...princess lala... cant wait for e barbecue pit... -wee-princess dd... wat happened to ur blog??? -curious-princess dildo... how to put e pic at e blog ah???amirekin... enjoy urself at kl aight... tk crez... i'll c ya wen u get back k...i'll update again wen i have somtin to aight...till den...
i smell e water... e beach water... it's in ma nostrils... do u smell it too??? -wee- however, i still cudnt get over e fact dat i didnt get e chance to swim in e cold water of east coast park yesterdae...
well... after skul yesterdae, me n princess dd wen 2 west mall to juz past tym... walked n walked without realising dat i was so2 late 2 mittin amirekin... rushed all e wae from bukit batok to kallang... im sorie honey... -pleads- boarded bus 31 all e way to marine parade... gotta walked all e wae to pit 34... far okayz... leggys achin... -oucHh- reached ecp at 8, i tink... met up w e rest of his clans der... barbecued chicken, hotdogs... mamamia... simply superd... i loikee... -smilez- later, amirekin's mama, baba, sis, twins and e lil cuzzie came by since his aunt had a chalet juz nearby... ryan's damn cute... oh ma god!!! well... marina(amirekin's cuzzie and ma dearest fren) came by also...
p.s. plz remember wat u told me yesty aight... plz reconsider ur choice, tho u have e ryt to choose wat u wan... aight... tk crez...
wat a coincidence... met hidayah(b) der... juz beside our pit... she too was der with her farhan and mael... hidayah, next tym okay we go tunnel... hahax...
god... mama and baba saw us... me and amirekin... god noes wat dey saw... -shy2-
later at nite... left... took a cabby down... im sorie bro for havin 2 wait for me to come home... e problem is, i have no house keys... so... ya... -sad face-
now... e princesses(except diddo) are seated in e library cafe, eyes hooked on e monitor of e computers... well... dildo had a fever today... get well soon aight... missing ur laughter n madness... us??? recovering from e nostrils thingy i guess... y am i so hyper today huh??? mMm... i dunno lah... sorie princesses for ma hyperness... btw... we'll somehow try 2 get e princesses shirt done aight... cant wait...
newayz... nizar... i hope ur ankle is not badly fractured... see... i told ya to ride carefully... didnt i??? now luk wat happened to u??? while riding on ur scrambler, u bumped into a car and got flown... isnt dat terrible... -sigh- u get well soon and allow me to nurse ur bike back aight... as promise, ill giv it cough syrup and extra vitamins okayz... -grinz-
still got bout 30 minutes before class starts... been lookin at dis monitor for e past hour+... goodness... guess... dats about it...
till den...
luv all...
goin bonkers now in e library cafe w e princesses, dildo n dd... "macam sial," was e werd used by us 2 describe us... hahax... well... wanted 2 do make up class for financial management... but... lazy ah... malaz... so... heck ah... stay in e library n slack betta... came 2 skul darm late... was supposed to start class, scv at 9... but reached skul oni at 10+... rainin mah... (excuses!!!) well... darm tired to wake up... slept late mah... cant wake up...well... yesty... had a jolly folly gud tym... skipped lesson n went back at 11... lazy ah wan 2 attend class... cabot ah... w e princesses, dildo n dd again!!! neva go floorball oso... was sick... so ya... wld be comin e nxt training session... dil n naz wen 2 e zoo... 6 mths anniversary mah... congrats gurl... dd... god noes where she wen... i tink causewae point... me??? wen 2 mit amirekin and slack... sleep... den in e noon, help him 2 clear his cupboard full of clothes... (guys seems to hav tonnes of clothes... but oni wld use some n chuck e rest...) at 5.30, left his hm 4 town... gonna mit ma cuzzie, nudge n ma close fren now, sufyan... was supposed 2 mit at 5.30 but was 45 mins late... sorie guys... wun do it agian... reali!!! yan!!!! u betta wear a cap whereva u go... u luk definitely betta w hair... hahax... well... wen 2 sakura n eat... since everyone's hungry... i ate e ruby desert thingy... can anyone tell me wats ruby made of??? issit e "seng ku ang" or tapioca or wat!!! none of us knew wat it was... so... ya... juz curious... flash2 der... den... wen 2 find nudge earrings... nice ryt wat i chose fer u??? told ya... it'll luk neat on ya... walking aimlessly... saw lots of people sia... long lost frens and all... den, wen 2 seat at take der... saw eva... 4 e 2nd tym in 5 daez... hahax... luv her hair... dread locks... suits her man... took pictures after pictures... tok rot... snap here, snap der... its e 1st tym we're goin out 2gether... but... my... we definitely cliche... (dil's laughin now... how e hell do i tink???) back 2 yesty story... well... tok n tok, snap n snap, record here record der, laugh here laugh der, sing here sing der... until we got tired... at 10 odd (i tink), we walked 2 somerset... all took e same train... well... we planned to go out again, pretty soon... cant wait... wanted to chill at amk, before heading back but last minute change of plans... head home... nudge and amirekin was e first 2 alight at amk, den me at atmiralty, followed by yan, at lakeside... newayz... dae was superb... i loike... wen online... chatted till 1... den wen offline b4 continuing chattin on ze fone... p.s. yan, take ma werds... i'll prove u, nudge and amirekin rong... i'll move on... k... reali... no point... u can do it, i can do it... (winkx)dil... dd... please stopPPp laughin... people lookin at us alreadi... we sure dun wanna be famous here ryt??? naz fren damn bloody rude sia... but... nvm... same2 lyk us... cam sial... hahahx... i tink u noe wat i'm blabbering about... sharm.... do cum skul morrow aight... c ya... 2 e princesses, u guys rox ma werld... i loikeee... muaaakxxx...
yadayadayada... well... i'm back into e blogging werld... for a start, i gotta sae dat life wasn't goin on perfect lyk i dreamed it wud... u guys shud noe y...(dun wanna be reminded of it, tho)... mummy's voice is in e air... bleahx... bibik(maid), gonna go back 2morrow mornin, leavin dis house in a chaotic manner... juz somtin 2 share, bibik's son, harry, juz passed away lyk 3 hours ago... n so... i tink u guessed it ryt... attend e funeral lah... so, have 2 lyk rushed hom, from spore all e way 2 medan... yeapz... harry was actuali jailed for some reason of riotin... well... come'on... riots is everywhere in medan... e officers is so god damn brainless... he was alreadi lyk sick or shud i sae half dead, n dey still dun wanna send him 2 e hospital, till e veri last moments of his life... yupz... he passed away a few minutes after arriving at e hospital... he was onli 23 yrs old, 4 god sake... i'm gonna sue em for it... no pleads... yeah... dat leaves us, alone 2 e house for a week... cooking, cleaning... n all... chores... bless me... 2dae, i wen 2 town... town wif ma super duper nice guy, amirekin... well.. he's ma all now... tho singles, he's ma strength now... a fren, a close fren... played pool... hahax... 3-2... i won... woohoo!!! u gave me 2 much face ryt??? thx ah honeyz... ive got lots 2 sae... but now... gotta rest... morrow gonna be a hectic dae at e childcare ctr... wif e lils... till den, hang loose...
been a long2 tym since i blog... well... m in school now... juz finished floorball training... sittin down in library... a while b4 i rush 2 werk... fark... tats y im darn bz 2 blog... werk... tats it... its makin ma life sucky... no free tym... werkin almost everydae... wat a borin darny life... newayz... its juliet's n romeo's 2nd month anniversary... wee~ i luv u baby... n will alwaz b... no matter how much u doubt, ill alwaz b... i miz skewl... miz everyone... ma mates... dil, hudy, sharm n all... e library clans... all... skewl life is betta off den werkin peepz... haiz... i betta get goin now... b4 romeo shouts at me...love all...
a pathetic, 3 whole hours juz 2 get 2 town... in 7 darn buses... e story went lyk dis...baby n me wanted 2 get 2 somewhere... 2 past tym... at first, we wanted 2 go 2 novena... so... i dragged him up 2 bus 74... indeed, we landed our foot in amk...(e place i badly wanted 2 go...but was strictly a NO!NO! 2 him)... der, we took 166 2 novena... yesh... we did reached novena... e place look borinnng 2 us... so... we planned to juz mit ma cuzzie, fath at town... baby told me that 131 goes to town... so... we took e 131(after a long tym of waitin...)... guess where were we???... tekka... fark!!! a skewl gal told us that we cld get 2 shenton wae, ard town... we boarded bus no "god noes wat"... we alighted at raffles hotel, city hall... next bus was 960, where we landed at esplanade... alreadi shacked & freakin tired out... we, without realising boarded bus 75 instead of 77... raffles place... tat's where we came upon... luckily... der was 162... at last... town... how pathetic can a dae be... fish!!! a darn endless journey 2 town... baby send me off 2 mit fath b4 headin back hom... fath & i went window shoppin lookin 4 all e stuff we wanted... went 2 all e boutiques der... <eyes popped out...>... wishin that we could get e pay soon... n i mean real soon... bleahxx... kfc(fareast plaza...)... mamamia... had the 2 piece chicken meal der... fulled.. we left & bagan walkin 2wards taka... saw lots of peeps ard... bleahxx... after fath punched her card(she cabot werkin u see...), we left for home... all tired out...in e mornin... was late 2 fetch baby at his place to get 2 skewl... screwed... ended up mittin him in skewl instead... baby had a paper in e morn... &... he wasn't at all confident about it... haiz... poor baby!!! i... sat at e atrium... den... went off 2 get some stuff 2 chew, without realising i drop a $10 bill somewhere... fish again!!! after buyin e stuff i wanted 2... sat again & surf e net... all e way... till baby appeared... an expression that states a thousand werds... =( managed 2 persuade baby 2 accompany me 2 macs for breakfast cum lunch, branch... den... back 2 skewl... was alreadi 1.45 wen i finally get ma hands on ma notes... speed reading was all i can do... darn!!! for 3 consecutive daes, i've been late for ma papers... netheless... it was ohk... wen i finally sat down in e examination room, brain freezed... well... all e questions were straight forward... read em a few minutes b4... darn... 4gotten some of e facts tho... but... tried ma best 2 squeeze e juice out of ma brain... sit tru truout e whole 2 hours... b4 baby was finally 2 by ma side... wee~ discussed e paper wif him... haha... & he's known not 2 even noe a single thing about ech... wateva it is, we had a fruitful conversation laughin all out... at least it's betta den seein him moooody...bleahXXx...
..... updatin .....fridae... 25th march 2005...gud fridae... well... people wud b out & enjoyin emselves... but... me???... well... im stuck @ bugis seiyu's, children's department, warner bros, werkin... shhh!!! shy ah people noe... from 12pm ryt up 2 8.30pm... e crowd was sucky... can't breathe sey... lots sey... sales wasn't dat gud... but wasn't dat bad either... $250/- or more... nv kip track of e sales...job scope~ im e boss... lil' boss... ... ~ fold2 e clothes till sian... ~ entertain e customers... ~ do wateva u wan as long u make sales... ~ go break anitym, aniwhere...that's all... isn't tat easy... but damn tiring... muz stand2 all e wae... mmm... ohk2 lah... as long mid of every month $$$ banked in ohk... shoppin... wat i crave 4... him & her... gonna go shoppin... wee~... baby... i'll get u ur quik stuff wen i get ma pay aight... =)after werk... wen 2 town 2 mit cuzzie, fath... 2 go home gether2... ..... updatin .....saturdae, 26th march 2005...in e mornin... woke up late... wen 2 rummage ma wardrobe 4 clothes... wen hysterical coz cudn't find ma spag top... mummy borrowed me her lacy spag... ... but... no choice... wore it... walkin 2 e mrt... realised tat i 4got ma hp... ran home... 4 mins 2 marina bay... wen 2 cheers 2 grab ma lime mentos... ... had 2 chased 4 e train... was late 4 work by 26 mins... bleahx... another dae @ werk... crowd wasn't tat bad, comparin 2 e previous dae... @ 8+... baby came over... wanted 2 giv me a surprised but... he told me dat he was @ town wit his clan... he left n fetched me... been nearly 2 daez since i met baby... was goin wee~ wen i met him... wen 2 grab a chocky on e wae 2 mrt... were alreadi @ e platform... wen i realised i 4got ma hp, AGAIN... ran 2 e store... n der it was... lyin on e cart... i placed it under a 3 layer of pants... lucky me... it didn't go missin... but... e cart was in a mess... tho i juz folded everitin bout 15 mins ago... oh man... tats wat promoters hated most... baby was lyk shakin his head... hahax... tats a 4getful me... baby sent me ryt up 2 ma uncle's condo, sims green @ aljunied... thx fer it baby... b4 he headed back home, 2 lakeside... had a barbecue wif mua relatives... dad's side... a chaotic one... @ e pent house... was ma grandparents anniversary... how sweet are we... 2 celebrate it... nenek got a city chain watch n datok, a coat/ tuxedo... sooo handsome... on top of it... they shared a feet massager... n lotsa cash... den... had a photoshot session after nenek & datok cut their individual cakes... wat a huge family, i must sae... nxt tym... wan 2 gather, muz rent a whole stretch of terrace houses... hahax...HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MA BELOVED GRANPARENTS!!!ate & ate... barbecued fish... our favourite... chicken... otaks... prawns... n lots more... ma stomach wen bloated... but... i had fun... ... @ 1+, wen back... me had 2 leave e car n took a cab wif auntie...cant sleep... were tinkin of baby...silence fill e nyt... ...n 2dae... 27th march 2005...indulging maself in a 1.5l tub of cookies & cream ice-cream... tho it is a wet, rainy dae...sms conversation... ...romeo---> i've nv felt wat i'm feelin ryt now... i feel ashamed of maself... i feel unwanted in ma own home... ma family doesn't wan me animore... they wan me dead... yet they let me live... myt as well they kill me... i'm so helpless... ryt now, i'm tinkin of ma juliet... she accepts me for who i am... she showers me wif love that i treasure... i tink of her every tym wen i'm down... wen i wake up, i c her... b4 i sleep, i c her... where? i c her tru ma heart... she's da oni 1 dat cares for me... i nid her by ma side during dis critical period of ma life... if she's gone, i too... shud begone... juliet---> baby... dun take things too hard aight... giv em tym... i'll alwaz be wif u... tru thin & thick... we'll be... 2gether... i wudn't bear 2 part wif ma baby, no matter wat...down2... baby's gonna have a nap 2 ease his mind... well... i hope he'll be ohk... i miz him lots... hopin 4 his presence morrow... chao... im updatin e pics 4 ma multiply... check it out...
wee~...e cd1.3 paper was ohk... not tat easy but not tat hard either... easy 2 pass but not tat easy 2 score either... average paper i guess... e xam room was freakin cold... had a brain freeze... ... wateva it is... e core module paper is over... over n done wit... so... sit back, relax & wait fer e results... in e meantym... start studyin fer e other 3 papers which is on e mon, tues, weds... bleahx!!!... well2... in e morn... baby fetched me from woodlands int... b4 we headed 2 skewl... 2 do some revising b4 paper starts @ 2pm... n furthermore, baby had a revision class @ 10-11... so ya... was supposed 2 mit baby @ bukit panjang... but... juliet overslept, causin romeo 2 come over 2 woodlands... im sorie baby!!!... 4 e punishment... toast... muahaha... brought 7 pieces of 2 layered toast which is sliced into 2... ... juz fer ma baby=)... how sweet m i???!!!... ...after ma paper... wen 2 choa chu kang... wanted 2 meet up wif hidayah_b & lisa... ... e journey was a dreadful one... an hour plus juz 2 get 2 cck from clementi... ended up ZzZ... felt e warmth of being cuddled by baby... i lyk... but b was late... so... ended staring @ each other... baby was down wit flu... so... mood wasnt tat gud... bleahxxx!!! saw mael der... invited him over 2 sit wit us... baby got kinda annoyed havin 2 wait fer lisa who neva seem 2 appear... left after lisa called 2 inform tat she is @ home... baby... hav a shower... ur meal n den eat ur med aight... tk a nap after all tat... ure catchin a cold oredi... tk lotsa care aight... now... im darn bored... was suppposed 2 go out wif cuzzie but... last min changes... dey gonna go clubbin @ mohd sultan... double 0... huh???... no darn idea... so... as a juliet 2 ma romeo, ill juz stay @ home... n entertain maself wif maself... muahaha!!!... crapzy...werk!!! im werkin morrow @ noon... haiz... m so tired... gonna Zzz soon...gonna miz u baby shoo much in dis 3 daez!!!...luv euu lots... muacckxx... till den~
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
muackx!!! tat waz e 1st thing baby did wen i opened e door=)... he was der 2 fetched me 2 go 2 skul... so sweet... travelled ol e wae from lakeside 2 atmiralty... thx baby... howeva, i was still in ma ZzZ clothin... baby sat n flipped tru ma 6 album of pics... from birth~ current... b4 ended surfin e net wit ma lappy... got no idea wat he surf... ... n oso... he sat n chatted wit ma bibik, & brother... n oso played wit ma lil brother... after i get change, off we go... no fair... ma lil bro kissed him... both cheeks summore=(... woodlands civic centre was e place we headed 2... macs... had a hearty breakfast... den... 2 skul... headed 2 e cafe 1st... ma sour plum wit pearls... simply irresistable... wen 2 e 4th floor 2 study... yesh... had 2 study 4 child's development 1.3... xam morrow... n not yet started... luckily... met aishah from a class... borrowed notes 2 copy n study... later, ummi came... thx fer buyin me 3 tronky... aight... were done w studying @ 4.30... baby wanted 2 bring me 2 ma favourite hangout... esplanade... y???... so... wen der... i luv u baby so much... 4 everitin... ate 1st @ marina... long john... go try out e hot n spicy chicken... so nice... mamamia!!!... den... headed 2 e esplanade... waters... i lyk... wen 2 e rooftop... slack n 2 watch e sunset... @ 8 plus... left e place, sadly... bus 700a came after a long tym of waitin... sumhow, we decided 2 take a train home instead... alighted @ somerset... b4 we wen our separate ways... sobz... i'll c u morrow aight baby... sorie bout e bite... i hope it gets betta wen u get home... =) 2 all... happy studyin... n lotsa lucks in e papers...till den... rox on...
http://images.sasha.multiply.com/image/2/photos/7/600x600/23.JPG">isLaNd paRadiSe...cLeaR, cHiLL wAteRs...fiNe, soFt saNd...hoT, bLaziNg sUn...biKiNi cLad LadiEs...mUScuLar hUNks...s e n t o s a . . . tat's wat it's called...a well spent dae, 2dae, @ sentosa... wif mua baby... hidayah & yan... dila & khodir... lisa... wan... wee... simply awesome... mit up wif hidayah @ bukit panjang... b4 headin 2 lakeside 2 mit e rest of em... baby wore e shirt i gav him yesty... =) levis 3/4 jeans n black globe shoes... he's so particular bout physical appearance i shud sae... even 2 sentosa, he dresses up, as if he were 2 town... god!!! n me... slack... in ma t-shirt n purple ripcurl bottom... n slippers... wat a contrast... smart n e slacker... =( baby & yan fetch us from e mrt station... so nice!!! den... off 2 e study corner 2 mit e other 3... coz lisa wud b joinin us @ harbourfront... e journey was a ZzZ one... all fall asleep, except 4 e guys, i guess... ey hav 2 cuddle us tight, remember... sorie wan... ure half of a couple... sentosa... our destination... tats where we headed nex... sesat sey... juz 2 get 2 e pahlawan beach was such a hectic 1... shacked but gain strength after we had e branch, ( breakfast & lunch) bitez we got from e 7-11... laid a mat, brought by khodir... den... flew e tops n bottoms... e bikini's & board shorts were nex in sight... splash!!! ... learnt 2 overcome ma fear of ma feet touchin e wet sand... juz fer euu baby... almost drown, juz 2 reach e floats @ e centre of e waters... haiz... thx 2 ma kancongness... but gotten help from lisa n baby... =) eiK!!! fishes... can u juz imagine swimmin in e waters n havin 100+s of em ard u???... eEeE... but soon... heck... swim n swim... n w/o realisin... we're tanned... netheless... had a great tym in waters... ... took silly pics... even 2 e extend of bottomless in water n posin wif our bottom up in e air... hahax... sorie lisa... 4 strippin u out of ur t... flaunt it wen u hav it kayz... e couples had a romantic swim in waters, all by emselves... separated from each other... lyk duh!!! baby... i had a wonderful tym wif u... luv e cuddles n kisses... ... n wan... we had not reached batam... yet... hahahx... swim & swim again till eve... b4 finally got tired... babes sat ard e beach... while e dudes wen 2 7-11... god noes wat ey did... ey took so long 4 it... but... we, gals had a long, more abt u n me session... not so much of gossipin... hidayah... nxt tym wen i c u... we'll talk more in depth aight... u're a devil... i'm a devil... we're devils... muahaha... ... wen 2 shower w baby... he 2 e gents... me 2 e ladies... duh!!! b4 we finally wen back... baby... u luk sweet wif e eye liner... hahahx... i'll put it on u again aight... thx peepz... dae was great...juliet smilez... thz 2 romeo fer e dae... 4 e touch... warmth... hugs... cuddles... n e nevaending luv... juz fer euu... im urs... n onli urs... baby... i luv euu lots... n will b... in daez 2 come... bitez......
it's romeo's and juliet's 1st month 2gether... on dis veri dae... 14th march 2005... we've gone tru lots... in dis short period of tym...netheless... it taught us 2 stronger...i've grown 2 reli luv ya lots...n tat... notin... notin could part us...ure ma strength...wit tat...i gain control of ol ma weaknesses...thx a lot baby fer ol tat...i luvvve ya lots...muackxxx......