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nuts... nuts... nuts... i'm juz goin nuts... ma life's juz sucky at e moment... e feelings is horid... god... y do i feel dis wae??? y m i in such a state??? -crashed-1- ma hp went dead... as in reali dead... (due 2 e constant droppage, i tink)
2- im broke... so broke...
3- im physically tire out...
4- i juz woke up at e wrong side of e bed 2dae...
5- menstrual cramps???
6- emotionally breaking down...
7- hiccups in life... juz bless me w e will 2 carry on living... oh plz...
yesterdae was sucky indeed... e princesses went 2 queenswae 2 make our designed t's... during our 2 hours break... yupz... chose e pattern n all... costing us $100 for 4 pieces of simple t... paid e deposit of $50... last minute, decided to cancel e order... everi1 tinks it's ex... so... it's either forfeit e $$$ or take sumtin from e shop... so ya... dreadfully, we took some horid t's from der... blimmey me!!! -eiks- we're cashless... juz cashless... rushed to skewl... came for e tutorial late... 50 minutes late... gave some veri lame excuse... ~we're sorie... our cab met w an accident...~thanks to sharm's brain, dis is wat we told e lecturer...went for floorball... had a match w sim... ngee ann, wyld katz won 5-1... haiz... i feel hopeless... horid... shattered... demoralized... i feel lyk giving it all up... i cant do it... i cant... no matter how much i tried... i dun have e confident to do it... -cries-amirekin fetched me from skewl... canteen 2 to be specific... sorie laa for wasting ur $o.70... ohk... i'll pay u back laa... =(todae... our financial management lecturer was telling us that some lecturers were talkin bout us... as in me, dil and hudy... what e heck??? wat have we done wrong... y muz we get so "famous" here... lolx... -tinkin-i'm just so sleepy... shacked... me, sharm and kogulam is now at e library... at dis hour... it's like 6.36pm now... ma god... ma life cant get any boring indeed... btw, sharm, no matter how much u stretched ur leggyz, it cant get any longer den mine... -evil laughter-and for e other sharm (e bastard)... u are simply a horid, outrageous, moronic, evil bastard... no matter how hard u try, u'll just portraying wat a wimp u are... juz fark off from sharm's life... no anitin to her and u'll get it... get it from e princesses... -argh!!!-well... gotta leave soon ya... off to mit amirekin... after his match... wishing u lotsa lucks aight... take care maself...
-yawN-i'm so sleepy... no doubt... all due to e insufficient sleep yesterdae nyt and e dead bored lessons i had todae... went to sleep at 4.30am juz now and woke up 2 hours later... went for ma attachment... pathetically, i got lost... lost in yishun, khatib area... its damn confusing... everywhere seems e same... finally, i reached e centre at 10.10, an hour and 10 minutes late... in a single train ride and 3 buses... thx fer understanding me mentors... i reali got to be punctual e next attachment... yeah... attachment was however, damn boring... went for outdoor play, had a mandarin story-telling session, bath tym, lunch and lastly nap tym... for goodness sake, can't they have an english class instead... i dun understand a damn thing... it's onli making me bored... sleepy... fark... communicate also in chinese... how e hell am i supposed to understand wat they are blabbering about... -frustrations-had to attend lecture after e attachment... in skewl... wtf... wen home to shower and change before going off to skewl... -sigh- another two hours of boredom before i finally get to leave skewl... decided to meet amirekin... he came back from kl in e wee hours of e morn... so ya... met nizam at e busstop... nizam... u gotta get ur long hair cut... n ur goatee shaved properly... do u noe how different u look, as in now and before??? god, please put some senses into his brain... he nids it badly... -laughter-slack and slack... den... went off to central to eat... i'm sorie amirekin for e amount of noise i made... i was so hungry... dat's all... ma stomach growling badly... -apologize-now... i'm back... and am sitting on ma desk... typing dis junk... smsing e someone... on and off talking to amirekin... tinkin and tinkin... onli me and god noes wat... btw, todae is mr al's 21st bdae...juz a lil sumtin...hapi birthdae to euu...hapi birthdae to euu...hapi birthdae to al...hapi birthdae to euu...may u be blessed in everitin ya do aight...lotsa lucks in ur future endeviours...muackXxx......-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-...-do euu noe how much i miss euu???do euu noe i yearned fer ur care and concern???do euu noe dat der's notin dat wud make me change e feelings i had fer euu???if onli ure here ryt beside me...if onli euu understood how much euu mean to me...euu are juz e werld to me...thank god fer introducing me to euu...fer e veri least...ive met ya...fall in love wif euu...e walk of life, once we shared...i heart euu...~feeling emotional tonight~muackxXx
boo!!!i'm juz done wif updating ma blogskin... -wee-sorie if it sux tho... i'm juz a nestling in this... -hmph-when was e last tym i eva see e sky out der??? -tinkin- mmm... i've been lazing at home since fridae nyt... have not step out of e house since...10 hours of sleep is still not adequate... soo sleepy still... always feeling sleepy wen i'm home... -yawn- notin much to do wat except eat, sleep, slack and help to do e household chores...wanna go out... but... where??? wif??? do wat??? i'm so lazy... dun lyk ah go out if dun have money... wat do u expect to do if u have onli $13.30??? pathetic ryt... can't even buy a top... mummy, i nid cash... i nid to go shoppin... -shouts-oh ya... speakin of money... ma hp bill... doomed... whus gonna pay... i'm jobless... mummy... i'm sorie... but... u nid to pay ma bills... hahax... its onli $140... please... i luv ya... -hugx-nizar... thx fer ur help... in trying to put e song at e blog... n spending ur nyt yesty listening to e songs together with me... thx aight...princess lala... cant wait for e barbecue pit... -wee-princess dd... wat happened to ur blog??? -curious-princess dildo... how to put e pic at e blog ah???amirekin... enjoy urself at kl aight... tk crez... i'll c ya wen u get back k...i'll update again wen i have somtin to aight...till den...
i smell e water... e beach water... it's in ma nostrils... do u smell it too??? -wee- however, i still cudnt get over e fact dat i didnt get e chance to swim in e cold water of east coast park yesterdae...
well... after skul yesterdae, me n princess dd wen 2 west mall to juz past tym... walked n walked without realising dat i was so2 late 2 mittin amirekin... rushed all e wae from bukit batok to kallang... im sorie honey... -pleads- boarded bus 31 all e way to marine parade... gotta walked all e wae to pit 34... far okayz... leggys achin... -oucHh- reached ecp at 8, i tink... met up w e rest of his clans der... barbecued chicken, hotdogs... mamamia... simply superd... i loikee... -smilez- later, amirekin's mama, baba, sis, twins and e lil cuzzie came by since his aunt had a chalet juz nearby... ryan's damn cute... oh ma god!!! well... marina(amirekin's cuzzie and ma dearest fren) came by also...
p.s. plz remember wat u told me yesty aight... plz reconsider ur choice, tho u have e ryt to choose wat u wan... aight... tk crez...
wat a coincidence... met hidayah(b) der... juz beside our pit... she too was der with her farhan and mael... hidayah, next tym okay we go tunnel... hahax...
god... mama and baba saw us... me and amirekin... god noes wat dey saw... -shy2-
later at nite... left... took a cabby down... im sorie bro for havin 2 wait for me to come home... e problem is, i have no house keys... so... ya... -sad face-
now... e princesses(except diddo) are seated in e library cafe, eyes hooked on e monitor of e computers... well... dildo had a fever today... get well soon aight... missing ur laughter n madness... us??? recovering from e nostrils thingy i guess... y am i so hyper today huh??? mMm... i dunno lah... sorie princesses for ma hyperness... btw... we'll somehow try 2 get e princesses shirt done aight... cant wait...
newayz... nizar... i hope ur ankle is not badly fractured... see... i told ya to ride carefully... didnt i??? now luk wat happened to u??? while riding on ur scrambler, u bumped into a car and got flown... isnt dat terrible... -sigh- u get well soon and allow me to nurse ur bike back aight... as promise, ill giv it cough syrup and extra vitamins okayz... -grinz-
still got bout 30 minutes before class starts... been lookin at dis monitor for e past hour+... goodness... guess... dats about it...
till den...
luv all...
goin bonkers now in e library cafe w e princesses, dildo n dd... "macam sial," was e werd used by us 2 describe us... hahax... well... wanted 2 do make up class for financial management... but... lazy ah... malaz... so... heck ah... stay in e library n slack betta... came 2 skul darm late... was supposed to start class, scv at 9... but reached skul oni at 10+... rainin mah... (excuses!!!) well... darm tired to wake up... slept late mah... cant wake up...well... yesty... had a jolly folly gud tym... skipped lesson n went back at 11... lazy ah wan 2 attend class... cabot ah... w e princesses, dildo n dd again!!! neva go floorball oso... was sick... so ya... wld be comin e nxt training session... dil n naz wen 2 e zoo... 6 mths anniversary mah... congrats gurl... dd... god noes where she wen... i tink causewae point... me??? wen 2 mit amirekin and slack... sleep... den in e noon, help him 2 clear his cupboard full of clothes... (guys seems to hav tonnes of clothes... but oni wld use some n chuck e rest...) at 5.30, left his hm 4 town... gonna mit ma cuzzie, nudge n ma close fren now, sufyan... was supposed 2 mit at 5.30 but was 45 mins late... sorie guys... wun do it agian... reali!!! yan!!!! u betta wear a cap whereva u go... u luk definitely betta w hair... hahax... well... wen 2 sakura n eat... since everyone's hungry... i ate e ruby desert thingy... can anyone tell me wats ruby made of??? issit e "seng ku ang" or tapioca or wat!!! none of us knew wat it was... so... ya... juz curious... flash2 der... den... wen 2 find nudge earrings... nice ryt wat i chose fer u??? told ya... it'll luk neat on ya... walking aimlessly... saw lots of people sia... long lost frens and all... den, wen 2 seat at take der... saw eva... 4 e 2nd tym in 5 daez... hahax... luv her hair... dread locks... suits her man... took pictures after pictures... tok rot... snap here, snap der... its e 1st tym we're goin out 2gether... but... my... we definitely cliche... (dil's laughin now... how e hell do i tink???) back 2 yesty story... well... tok n tok, snap n snap, record here record der, laugh here laugh der, sing here sing der... until we got tired... at 10 odd (i tink), we walked 2 somerset... all took e same train... well... we planned to go out again, pretty soon... cant wait... wanted to chill at amk, before heading back but last minute change of plans... head home... nudge and amirekin was e first 2 alight at amk, den me at atmiralty, followed by yan, at lakeside... newayz... dae was superb... i loike... wen online... chatted till 1... den wen offline b4 continuing chattin on ze fone... p.s. yan, take ma werds... i'll prove u, nudge and amirekin rong... i'll move on... k... reali... no point... u can do it, i can do it... (winkx)dil... dd... please stopPPp laughin... people lookin at us alreadi... we sure dun wanna be famous here ryt??? naz fren damn bloody rude sia... but... nvm... same2 lyk us... cam sial... hahahx... i tink u noe wat i'm blabbering about... sharm.... do cum skul morrow aight... c ya... 2 e princesses, u guys rox ma werld... i loikeee... muaaakxxx...
yadayadayada... well... i'm back into e blogging werld... for a start, i gotta sae dat life wasn't goin on perfect lyk i dreamed it wud... u guys shud noe y...(dun wanna be reminded of it, tho)... mummy's voice is in e air... bleahx... bibik(maid), gonna go back 2morrow mornin, leavin dis house in a chaotic manner... juz somtin 2 share, bibik's son, harry, juz passed away lyk 3 hours ago... n so... i tink u guessed it ryt... attend e funeral lah... so, have 2 lyk rushed hom, from spore all e way 2 medan... yeapz... harry was actuali jailed for some reason of riotin... well... come'on... riots is everywhere in medan... e officers is so god damn brainless... he was alreadi lyk sick or shud i sae half dead, n dey still dun wanna send him 2 e hospital, till e veri last moments of his life... yupz... he passed away a few minutes after arriving at e hospital... he was onli 23 yrs old, 4 god sake... i'm gonna sue em for it... no pleads... yeah... dat leaves us, alone 2 e house for a week... cooking, cleaning... n all... chores... bless me... 2dae, i wen 2 town... town wif ma super duper nice guy, amirekin... well.. he's ma all now... tho singles, he's ma strength now... a fren, a close fren... played pool... hahax... 3-2... i won... woohoo!!! u gave me 2 much face ryt??? thx ah honeyz... ive got lots 2 sae... but now... gotta rest... morrow gonna be a hectic dae at e childcare ctr... wif e lils... till den, hang loose...
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